It's being too much on me!
Not the others did it
It was all me
 Fist didn't realize how things really were, then didn't accept the bullshit was all over, and when I finally realized everything was pretty messed up in the whole world I had to accept the whole world had been bilt inside me as well.
 I had to change everything inside myself before doing anything else, but that is pretty painful, simply the hardest job I've ever had! And here I am, wishing things got back to be as beautiful as once, as easy as once, as simple as once. And asking myself if I've lost the romantic sight to the world, if I've lost hope, if I've lost... If I'm lost.